Grief for Katy

A lament for the love of my life

  • This is my 20th Sunday without her. (I guess it’s everyone’s 20th Sunday without her.) So since I have very little to do in my life anymore, without her, I am sitting on the floor in our shared office going…

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  • How am I supposed to focus on vacuuming when I’m doing my best to see everything that needs doing around the house and then I get ambushed by suddenly remembering the day you decided (or realized) you weren’t going to…

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  • Katy died 100 days ago. 2 days (I think) after she died, I did laundry for some reason that I cannot possibly fathom or explain. She used to do the laundry; she always told me she liked doing the laundry,…

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  • I had about 36 hours without crying, I think, somehow. That just ended with a packet from our accountant with our names handwritten on it. Jesus fucking christ

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  • We were married 20 months ago today. We celebrated “monthiversaries” on the 7th of each month because Dana Farber didn’t think we’d even make it to our first anniversary. We did get to one, just one. There will never be…

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